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Goodbye

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Hello there

I haven't used this site in a year because I find tumblr to be significantly better in every way and just all around more manageable

I actually just logged in because I wanted to look at some art and it was all NC-17 NUDITY LOG IN and I was like diviant ahrt pls

But yeah

I am alive and I am happy and if for some reason some of you remember me (which let's be honest it's been a full year and it doesn't hurt my feelings if you don't) and are interested in my continued existence my username on tumblr is pinkhairedlesbianadventures

If we were friendly on this website at some point in the past, then I hope you are also alive and doing well

That's all I wanted to say

I probably won't upload anything here again, but I'm mostly into Glee, Sherlock, The Avengers, and Doctor Who now (with occasional splashes of Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts and shit I think is funny) so if you're curious, tumblr is the place to be.

I hope anyone who reads this has a wonderful life and is successful in all their endeavors

(unless we went to high school together in which case I invite you to suck on my huge meaty dick because as you may remember I can hold a grudge until the end of time and I am perfectly content in doing so)

But seriously, to anyone who reads this:

Be happy and have a nice life.

~Nicole
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Well, here I am, back from school in my house with my parents and sister.

I gotta say, I really don't like being here. Maybe I've just gotten used to being at college, but I think there's more to it. I have terrible dreams every night about my ex-friends and all the horrible stuff that happened. I miss my friends and my girlfriend, and my internship doesn't start until next month, so for the next few weeks I will wake up in the afternoon, be by myself all day with my dogs, do chores around the house, eat if I remember, and then go to sleep and have bad dreams about bad people.

I'm also kind of scared to go out to the mall, because I'm worried I'll bump into them. My worst fear is that they'll want me back or something. Sometimes in my dreams that one terrible girl in particular will apologize to me, and I'll say things like "fuck off" and "you had your chance" and "even if you apologized to me every day for the rest of your life, even if you suffered, I would still hate you."

Being here makes me feel like a dumb kid again, as opposed to the adult I felt like I was becoming. I love my parents very very much, but they treat me like a child, and I hate that. But if I try to tell my mom that, she'll think I'm angry and she'll ground me or something. Or just yell a whole lot. Sigh.

I really really really really love college. I love my friends, all of my classes, being there, and the freedom that comes with it.

UGH. SUMMER IS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN, BUT URGHHH... I'm really lonely, since I don't have any really c lose friends here anymore. I've got my sister, but she's got another month of school left, and I've got some childhood neighborhood friends that I'm just not that close to. I dunno. I'm whining a lot. I'm not unhappy, really, just lonely and homesick. Is it August yet??

Eh. On the bright side, I'll be able to submit some of the designs I drew this year pretty soon, just gotta finish unpacking.
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So today is the end of my two-week Spring Break adventure. Which was awesome. My friend Vivi, from school, came home with me and we spent the first few days at my house reading fanfiction, watching movies, and fangirling over movies and fanfiction. (Please note that this actually happened the whole time and is happening even right now)

Then on Wednesday we went to the airport and flew to Florida, where we stayed with my grandparents for a week. We went fishing and swimming and to the beach and in a lighthouse and ate good food and took lots of silly pictures... It was epic. Until this past Wednesday, when we had to come back and our flight was delayed like two hours. But these things happen, I suppose.

We've been at my house since that Wednesday, and are currently packing up our things to head back home to school!

In other news, epic unrealistic love story is epic and unrealistic. So there was this girl, Camila, in my breathing coordination class, and I had a crush on her. So I made her a dream catcher, because she told me she had nightmares sometimes. After I gave it to her, she asked me if I wanted to hang out that weekend. Of course I said yes, because I had a crush on her. Then, that Saturday, fifteen minutes before we were supposed to meet, she sent me a message that said "I've really liked you since first semester, and I was kinda hoping this would be a date." And I was like "HOLY SHIT WHAT" and so we went on a date instead of hanging out. But bad stuff was happening with her family, and the school made her go on medical leave, so we agreed that we'll go out when she comes back next semester, and at current time we are sending each other obnoxious romantic messages on Facebook, as well as snail mail.

So, yeah. An interesting romance indeed.

As always, back at school deviantART doesn't like to work, so I'll post stuff when I can, but most likely I can't.

Hope you are all well!
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OH HAI THAR

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Woah! It has clearly been a long time. Look at this submit journal layout. Look at it. Well, you probably can't. Oh well.

Aaaaanyway. Hi! How are you? It's been awhile. This is because, for some ungodly reason, deviantART only works on my school's network at random occasions, and usually refuses to load. My guess is because there are so many people using the internet at one time. In any case, it decided to load today, and I thought I'd take advantage of it to pop in this journal.

So, here's what's up, in summary:
I love college.
I love my new friends.
I'm so happy.
There's a girl that I like and she has nightmares so I made her a dream catcher and I'm going to give it to her next time I see her.
It snowed way too much this winter, and I want spring to happen ASAP.
I have developed an obsession for Sherlock Holmes (specifically the modern BBC Sherlock) and Doctor Who.
I have rekindled my passionate love for Star Trek.
I just woke up and realized that I slept on my neck funny 'cuz it hurts. Ow.
The food here isn't great, but it's bearable.
THAT FUCKING HURTS, MAYBE I SHOULD GET A NEW PILLOW, DAMMIT
I've started going to the gym twice a week, and I feel pretty good.
My sister finally dumped her boyfriend that I disliked, and it turns out she stayed with him to spite me, and I find that hilarious.
Life is going well.

Ummm, yes, that should be everything. :D
How are you doing? What have I missed? A lot, I know. I will do my best to answer you when I can, but as I said, devART doesn't work so well when I'm up here at school. But I will keep trying!

Until the next time this website decides to work, farewell.

(goddamn I need some ibuprofen this fucking hurts)
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MY SECOND FAVORITE HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! (First favorite is Halloween, but it's really close)

Damn! 2010 was one of those years where some really awful shit happened to me, but a lot of really amazing stuff happened too. So I can't hate it, I can't love it, and either way I'm happy it's over. No matter what, I'm always glad when a year is over just because that means moving forward in life rather than clinging to the past.

This year, as I do every year with pleasure, my parents and I got together with two other families in our neighborhood. The two other families have kids around my age and we all grew up together, and we're all best friends. We've always been together. Our moms are all best friends too, they go walking together all the time. (Oh my god this sounds cheesy, BUT WHATEVS)

This year was celebrated at Evan's house. Evan lives next door. Jessica and Jeremy live down the street. Evan's mom has a twin sister, and she's got a little girl named Elana who is in 5th grade and she normally hangs with us. My sister is at currently at her future ex-boyfriend's house (as I like to call him) so she wasn't around.

The five of us were down in the basement, our parents were upstairs, and we spent the night texting my sister rudely, playing Pictionary and LIFE and pool, and Jessica made me a string bracelet that's a rainbow. I like it!!!

I fucking LOVE New Years because I get to spend it with my favorite people in the entire world. No matter who comes and goes in my life, I always have my neighborhood family/friends in my life.

This year I hope will be much better than last year. I look forward to trying new things, making new friends, learning new information, and having as much fun as possible!

My resolution: Be more willing to take risks and try new things. After all, you never know if you never try. :)

Happy New Year, everyone!!!!
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